I had few crazy weeks. Both beautiful and crazy:)
We got married. We had the city hall ceremony, about a week ago. It was beautiful, we had many friends with us that day, in fact surprisingly many! We had lots of fun and it was great for us.
Many of our friends expected me to start crazy laughing and making jokes when the registrar would ask me if I want to marry Ionut, and told me she can refuse to perform the marriage if we start joking, so I was very serious when I answered her!
It was very interesting for me to notice myself that day. Many times I thought I would be overwhelmed by emotions, and even if these would be positive emotions, I would feel that in my body, and start struggling to walk. So this time, I decided to enjoy myself, just be more balanced concerning my feelings, so that I am still able to walk (Ionut did carry me when we got out of the building, as there were few stairs, and everybody was cheering us, but this can also be considered romantic!)
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| Duet "I can't do it alone" - Chicago Soundrack |
First time I realized that powerful emotions, even positive ones, can be disabilitating as well, was with my dancing crew,when I decided it would be the last time performing. Me and Domino Sistahz
were performing at an event called Tribal Cafe , and I was supposed to dance a duet with my best friend, and other 2 group choreographies. Before the show, at the dressing room, my legs were trembling so bad, and I could barely drag my right leg.
It was never clear to me why I would have had so powerful emotions, it was just another show, I was very comfortable with the girls, with the choreos... I was able to dance the duet, and we had fun performing, but for the third dance I chose to stay out, as my absence there, as the choreo was built, wouldn't damage the dance.
So, despite what I thought before, and how it use to happen in earlier days, when I was sharing my positive emotions in my dance, I realized that such powerful emotions, will only make me feel uncomfortable in my body.
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| lovely Domino Sistahz |
This was one of the moments when I became aware that the answer for me is emotional balance, rather than stunning emotions, even if they are positive ones. And I know now that, even if all my life I loved to live intensely, I can live beautifully, just a balanced life, and still be very happy.
Love,
Florenta
